My Concerto

Friends...

2004-10-01T23:15:00.000+01:00

For me, primary and secondary friends are the most sincere friends. I feel comfortable when with them..No one can replace them in my heart. When growing up..the friends that i met are totally different..Everyone is protecting themselves..I am hardly to join with them..I dont like to pretend...to act...I cant stand for the person who are pretending to be very friendly...You treat them good, they wont appreciate you..Everyday, I need to face this kind of people...I have to force myself to smile...to be friendly with them...I have no choice....Well...I will try my best to be FRIEND with them...try to used to their characters....because I know...this is a reality in this community. My old friends...you all are the best!!!

Sob Sob...

2004-09-22T19:48:00.000+01:00

I past my 1st week in manchester..i m becoming worse and worse here....the study is extremely hard~! i started one of the subjects, called honours project...which is dissertation / thesis...it carries 40 credits ...and it occupied quarter of the final marks in order to get a honours degree. I have to write at least 11-13,000 words for the honours project. Until now i still dont have any clear idea to write..Another significant problem is, ENGLISH! ..i am hard to understand what they are talking...for certain tutors..Furthermore my classmates'english are very good..compare to mine...it is too bad coz i am chinese educated..I lost confidence because of my english...When facing my friends, i still can talk...but if other classmates and worse when facing tutors...i totally become disabled in speaking..well..the only way i can do is speak more and learn hard!!! besides that, the things here really expensive...the cheapest bus fare 50p per ride...just now i took 90p per bus ride coz my friend went up the bus without asking the fare..Gosh...my heart is pain~!!

Sad sad sad...

2004-09-13T18:10:00.001+01:00

Today is Tuesday...that means I will be leaving Malaysia tomorrow..~!!! Suddenly I have a strong feeling that I do not want to leave...I miss my family...my buddies...I couldn't see them for 1 year...Although this might a short time for some people, but for me....this will be the longest time I left my family..My heart changed from looking forward to upsetting...NO....I do not want to leave...................................!!!

Leaving...

2004-09-10T10:24:00.000+01:00

I will be leaving Malaysia soon,very soon...Is the pathway a right choice? I know it will be a tough life for me in the new environment; new culture; new people; everything is new...I am looking forward for this interesting but challenging experience...Manchester, here I come~!